Adam

A Return

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:04:25 GMT

Its been a while for me...almost too long, and this is something i hope to dedicate more time to. Even though i kept more of a personal journal to myself...we all want to secretly share it with someone!

Its been a year...fall..and in spring semester I pledged a fraternity...a hard one but it was well worth it to me.....and i made it through, now i'm a greek and i get a lot of Greek love! Well...i dont even know where to start with you all.

I have been writing entries in a journal of my own but its hard to manage especially when i'm bouncing everywhere i go now. I wake up early and go on the boot! Theres no time to spare unless i'm working, in which I am.

I hope to get some replies! And apologies for not being there to comment and help people out! Hahah.

Life is great once more, even if i'm single. I've been able to explore, chat, flirt with whoever with no punishments. My days have been bright and ffilled with no regred about anything. Music has enlightened me and i've just been on one big happy trip....except when it looks crappy outside. Theres nothing that truly bothers me, unlike before where i was haunted by the thought of getting with my ex...i've decided to keep her in arms reach for possible the future, keep friends and all with her...and if she wants to move on me..eh i'll let her chase.....and then maybe give in.

I've no problem with dating her but....i don't want to give in that easily, i can't give her the impression that she has me like that....not a pride issue...but just a minipulative issue..if she knows that then she knows she can just do anything and fall back on me...and honestly i'm not gonna be waiting around. There are plenty other interests out there, and girls i've been talking to. However, a one night stander isn't my style as a guy, unlike many others. The other day she was a bit jealous when i was laying on this other girl, and made her way over to lay on me lol...w/e....jealousy or not, who knows. Its just funny...i can just tell by the way she touches me and all she still wants me...but i won't bite, i'll let her pursue....if she wants me, she'll chase me. Its weird, but i'll let it rock...and shrug my shoulders...take and give.

Friends have been close, and i've just been chill with my new family and being active. School is winding down and i'm looking forward to chilling with everyone for the summer! Nzingha, Meli...yup, even the oldies, you too. Life has kicked it up and nothing is seemingly bringing me down, and stronger than ever. I'm looking forward to starting up my own football league i'm supposed to take over come the summer time when i get back home. Just some papers i need to finish off and a final....time to kick things for the last time this semester. LETS DO IT. :)

I got 4 minutes

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 17:38:22 GMT

I got 4 minutes to do what I gotta do to prove to you that I would do anything babe....
I got 4 minutes to say what I gotta say to make you stay and show that i'm a changed man...
Cuz in 4 minutes I'll never have my girl again
In 4 minutes i'll lose her to some other man
4 minutes.....no more.......and i'm desperate cuz the clocks ticking....only got four minutes to go....

Where to Start?

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 16:58:46 GMT

It's been a while people. For those listen. I guess I've been keeping a lil busy...just a lil.

Temporary work was nice. 70 bucks a day, and with me having no expenses and know how to conserve. I still have it, I let mom chip off money from here and there. Only fair :).

College loans, since my lazy ass didn't pursue scholarships I have to call the bank....i'll get around to it...my mom is forcing me to do it this time...when she can easily do it herself.

Puerto Rico! I'll be gone from the 12th of August people, from there...i'll be back around the 20th...and then soon to leave back to the Cuse' college time baby. But no worries! I have a 5 day weekend up there......5 days off anyways. I have school on Tues-thurs...and weds night. 5 days to sleep all day ^__^; I'll work my ass off too though.

What have I been doing? Nothing much, chilling with friends, getting back into football mode with games here and there. However it's been hot as hell....and nights are uncomfortable...and I can't sleep all day how I used to...the fan does nothing for me. Blowing hot air....I have an AC as a TV stand and my mom won't let me install it. So I'm suffering atm.

Relationship? Stands strong, held unto it...she wanted to be on brink of part...I talked out of it. Can't wait to see her in the Cuse'...I suppose.

A lil something for you all:

Your body keeps going,
Your mind tells you to stop,
You know it ain't right
But it's hard to go back
Bite that sensation
You know it's for the best
Infatuation can get the best
Even if wasn't just that
Betrayal of trust leaves me with no choice
Unloyal to mingle
Torn in two directions whichever you go
This time i'll step back
I'm pushing away

Yeah. Short simple, blunt. Nothing artistic. However it seems to be the case with me.

Zzzzzzzzz

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 13:36:46 GMT

So just the other day I found myself in a 36 hour straight standoff of being awake! I was nearly passing out at work, dozing off here and there but coming to reality. I was so tired, so I come home and attempt to sleep in bed...but I can't anymore, but just wheni go out cold in bed my phone rings a minute later...shocking me awake. Friend comes over and so theres no sleep there. Start watching some Bleach....begin falling asleep again! "YOUVE GOT MAIL!" wakes the crap out of me and I didn't see sleep until 2 Am z.z Here I am up at 8 ....waiting for my friend until 9:30 or so now. lol ...he's delay though i wonder if he fell asleep and then cancels work. I don't mind either way....because I'd like some sleep ^__^;

Not much with me, just some temporary work.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 07:25:28 GMT

So...it's come to a turn you know. Here I am, I was on the strands of my relationship...making a bold move to pull it together. It was all bad timing for me I think...now that...i've begun to allow myself to like this girl...and open up to her she wants to back bags....right when I really want to be on my grind and patch things ya know? So today is day one of my grind....I can't fall off...i'm known to go through a phase of falling off. I don't want to do that....I gotta keep pressing on ya know. But I feel...a change in me...for a while I had lost myself.....I wasn't who I was...I'm back, that Adam is back. One I like to be...that confident aura I carried is returned, and I shall keep with me..and i know that's the difference in all this.....one wish.....good song, put me in this contemplative mood.

My bro is also back, it' sbeen months...he's back for good now! I can't wait to chill with him onc emore...the trio has returned....i'm happy...everything is piecing together. I don't want to think the negatives at the moment.....thought i'd let everyone know what's up..

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Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:41:16 GMT

    I'm satisfied with my daily life, and i'm happy day to day as long as I do what I want to do. Then you ask me the question, if your already satisfied with that what is the need for a girlfriend? And the question runs through my mind....am I lonely....I want that significant other near me? What does she offer me? Comfort, Care, kindness, affection. It's all nice.....and I thought a relationship would do good for me ya know...First one and all to say. It was much more tedious than I thought, and then I figured maybe a relationship wasn't the type for me? I'm too flirty? Love to many woman? I'm no pimp and player, but you are limited to what you can do when you are 'tied down' in a relationship. I can't even dance with other woman at the point, she's extremely territorial. Regardless....things that I don't care for, or wouldn't bother me, bothers her......and I hear it on the other end. It's like...so many things....calling...time...chilling....I mean I should be doing that...I should want to see her...talk to her...do things with her right? It's not like i'm getting any play either, so sex life is bad....and I've been looking for a girl I can just have it with so...it's like she didn't meet me on that ends and that is where I was disappointed, I don't even want to make out because of it b ecause it won't lead anywhere. Experience is good though right? She likes to dry sex, she gets off somehow doing her thing, nothing on my end.....even when she attempts....it's the lack of experience on her end that leaves me short. I suppose I'm a quick learner? It's just knowing i'm limited with her I guess...

    It leads me to thing...why am I in this relationship.....maybe she's doing too much...and i'm not throwing effort back.....so I should let her be happy with someone else....but what if I still make her happy...and i'm not happy on my end...? I'm more confused on getting my thoughts straight and what I feel that I am on reading anybody elses, which is ironic. Was I always hesitate to pour out feeling sbecause in reality I'm the one who is supposed to be that stable guy, chillax, no emotional problems, no drama...not saying that it is...but it can be.....

    Then a part of me says...hey i'm young....., I am also loyal on ends.....but i'm not getting what...I want....not saying that's all I want ya know...because it's not, but it's part of me unsatisfied, something that my girl shoudl be doing, to make me happy ya know. It's something like that that brings me to the conclusion of just wanting to have an affair...strictly based upon infatuation....sex friend so to say. But that's not right is it? Morals come into play.   When it comes to a relationship it just may be my inexperience of having them....or just that i'm too young to have one....I want to hop to girl to girl...I want to play the field....and have the girls play the field on me too......It's like...I don't want to miss that experience...I mean i'm in college, i'm seeing a bunch of girls..a.nd once that's done it's over...theres not another college year.....and here is one year gone. I just really.....sadly....but honestly....wanted some experience....in knowing how to do things.....so I could do it with other girls....and that just may be the most evil selfish thing i've said...and you know....it's not like....it's my intention.....and....i'm not a bad guy...but I know that's a bad thought....or thing to do...I'm...I just don't know really. ~ Feedback? i'd love to hear it. Thanks for hearing me out.....

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:51:59 GMT

I find myself stuck watching america's next top model for the first time! Go mercedes!

Another Dream? or Two.

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 16:53:59 GMT

So yeah...another dream...or two? Let's cut to the lj cut....

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High atop the weird planes of being a kid. In a sandlot, sand all about on the floor, obstacles and tire swings, slides all about. This place is the huggest playground ever, and where the kids roam free....kids...even at my age eh? So where to begin, only from what I remember. High atop a platform, a ladder connecting to that high up platform, you'd have to climb up from the side and it's a open square on top. So what are we doing up there? Playing kickball of course. Bases are in the corner and fam + other people are there too. My brother is up, my brother whom I just saw a few days ago is there. He's finally back from recuperating/being sent away by his mother. Anyways, he's back and were playing an oldschool game of kickball. He's up, he kicks an easy single but decides to go for two, and easily out. Typical of him, always good enough where he's at....but always goes for more and fails, greedy. Could have stood where he was and waited. Next i'm up, and blast a homerun...but crap, it goes over the wall down the right side line and I have to go down and get it. So I get the kickball, throw it back up, and on my way up. There's someone on the ladder, this kid named George, a friend of gabes...he smokes alot now...lot. So i'm climbing, and he's shaking the ladder, i'm near the top and I don't want to let go of the ladder because i'm afraid of heights, that if I fall I might die. So I get down from the ladder and begin to shake it on him, and then go up and pull him by the leg and drag him down so that he falls to the ground. So then he's just laying there, stoned out of his ass so it seems looking up at the sky. Then sand gets in his eye...and the eye doesn't close.......dream end, friend wakes me up as always in the morning.

Second dream. Not all so certain where this takes place but it's a cross of inside....and forest.....well....er. Yeah. So, i'm wandering around the place talking to people, my uncle and family are there...friends as well. I go back to......no, now I remember the whole thing!

It goes back to being oldschool....I"m back in class, I did all my homework though. And my homeroom teacher is walking around, but she's a biotch. So I suddenly get gangsta and snap on her about something relating to the homework" I got it, wtf you talking about biotch!" . The whole classroom is crackin up and i'm about to crack up to, so I sit back down from bursting out of my seat and chill. She checks the HW, but then my fav teacher Jeff comes in and says he had to get away from his class. Apparantly some special people are at the place...and or school and their all handing out candy etc. So apparantly he has a sweet tooth and had to get some. So he took over our class, and began chatting, checking work and the such. So then he leaves the place i'm sitting at and goes to talk to someone, leaving a note and his notes behind.

Note reads.....HEy ditchies! (The classroom he most likely ditched) I'm going to have to go around and insure for each room that these professionals are equally distributing...blah blah blah. (The note just said b/s for a while for he can get out of class...but then, not sure why he still has it heh). So then it said, sweet Adam and Angela.

No clue about angela, but never knew Jeff saw me as one of the top kids or special in that way. So that was a cool discovery in the dream. Was like..hmm nice, ditched kids to see us. So not sure what happened exactly after that...but I end up wandering around and all my friends are around along with family. So I meet my old school friend, Tirell, funny guy and I start cracking about how he doesn't have a fat neck...cuz I thought he'd be chubby from going to the south n everything for school. So then a phone rings, with the exact same ring tone as me, but...i don't have it...but i'm sure it's my phone. So I hold my hand out to some raggidy looking black guy I don't know, and he then hands the phoen to me. But it's a nextel, and I just hand it back to him. "whoops not mine" So he asks "Then why'd you ask for it?" then replied I did..."Has the same ringtone as mine" And that was that with him. So I eventually go around to look for my phone, find it back at where I was sitting. However my brother (Really close first cousin) Mark is looking for his too, and says he lost it....and he has a nextel. So were both like...alright, let me call it, i'm pretty sure I know someone who has it. SO I call it, he finds out it's the same dude I was talking to about my phone. So we follow him to a far corner in the area, just before it breaks out into the woods. He goes in alone, I'm catching up with him, he comes back pissed and about to cry. He got the phone back and everything, I asked him if he did and he said he did but he also said that..."He said he got my five" ...I didn't know what it meant at first but i'm pretty sure it meant that the guy owed mark one, as in a beating..or death or something, repayment.

So whatever, not a big deal, but mark won't let it go. He has beef, he settles it and he always antagonizes a fight. So he stalks him to the woods when he's leaving, throws off his jacket and gets ready to fight him. I'm not sure what happens but they end up not fighting and the guy continues on to leave. Mark holds back his fighting ambition...but it's too late even though it was impressive to hold back, he still antagonizes something bigger. So in a rush he leaves, but crap remembers he forgot his jacket. We go back...it's not there...and probably taken. So on our way back to the place/school thingy. We begin to get stalked, by people, and some other behind us in a good distance are calling out the one kinda close to us. "You packing!?...you packing jon?" Probably asking him if he got a gun, so he replies "Yeah! yeah...." So the guys yell out again "SHot those two bastards!" ...apparantly the one next to us knows me, but I don't know him...one of the hood guys that pay attention I gues.s..probably known through football in the hood. "nah...adam? He ain't never fight anyone...." So I play it smooth. "Yeah...when's the last time you've seen me fight?" So it seems we were at even terms...but that didn't mean he wouldn't do it or my cousin wouldn't get it.

I continue walking, ways into a small crowd. A big hefty man is sitting on a bench and i stand infront of him. The guys finally catch up behind us and one is going after me. Silly h ow I get dragged into it, but I'm not abandoning my bro. So the guy is about to strike me, begins talking abotu white trash and everything. So the big hefty man..... is in fact my uncle, I know that, I baited it perfectly. The boy is quickly grabbed by the throat with one hand by my uncle, lifted into the air easily. then my uncle says "White trash huh...?" After that he slams him down into the bench/bleachers and the boy crushes into it. From here...I ring......shirley is coming to see me today...the end.

Thanks for reading...leave a comment if you've read this far! I appreciate and I'd like to know who read through and all. It's long stuff...probably irrelevant and ya don't care heh. But I find my dreams interesting. I barely have them.

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Wed, 24 May 2006 01:38:00 GMT

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Another dream....

Fri, 19 May 2006 17:28:21 GMT

This time it's more...sorta on the friend side rather than about my father, who I actually talked to on my birthday....good thing to hear he's alrigtht....i have been wondering why he hasn't called....shit...i've been using the phone line to go online, probably why....time to change that. Anyways.

It starts off with someone telling me to get a haircut...guess i've been needing one, they even try to give me 10 bucks to take it lol, it's a family relative i'm sure and their trying to take after me...that's when you know i really need a haircut.

Alright then it shifts to a party at my friend gabe's house, and not a real party with music and all...just a chill party. So everyone is having fun, i'm chilling and everything and eventually i'm in the bathroom with some girl named dominique from my old school. Yeah...things started to happen...but she was just a cock tease and nothing happened beyond kissing. She bounced afterwards and i had some weird rocker shorts/pants..ripped etc...maybe their claled khakis. Anyways. From there i get out the bathroom, gather my stuff and everyone just about figures out what happened...but i reassure them differently...thing is...i got a girlfriend....i knew that.

So i grab a football and i'm off to middle school! Yup why not go through the 8th grade or so and go into gym class for some fun, or catch my friends at lunch..but wait..i don't got friends in middle school anymore...and i got summer break while their in high school. Well i just talk to people on the phone here and there trying to set up things, trying to play some football. :edit start: I'm not sure where this part of the dream started, but sensible it was afterwards. I headed back to my friend gabriels house, and my boy jay was supposed to be cooking...master chef heh. I end up going to school or something like a field trip with gabe and end up solving riddles or something at this show were in seats for. Well...can't really remember the rest, kinda irrelevant of it all anyways lol :edit end: All was good and a journey until..bam....phone rings..friend jorge..gotta go to queens with him to see movies with my girl, shirley.

Interesting...so i wrote it down...any comments? I never get any :/...maybe there isn'
t much to say to begin with :). Thanks for reading.

A Dream

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 18:51:11 GMT

It was a short dream at that, but it got me really thinking because I take dreams seriously you know. My father called me, and for those who don't know I haven't talked to him since I started college nor have I given him any thought in my mind or missed him either. He always attempted to be there, but on a financial standpoint it was small and mom was always there for me and dependable. The past is more to piece the puzzle, but i'll save it for another time.

So in my dream my father calls me...and admits sort of...that he is poor and starving. So i decide to go visit him because no matter the circumstance I would still see him regardless, my father is my father no matter what happens in between time. It was pretty sad, he had a collection of bread but it was moldy....and for some reason he was living in my cousin's house. There are other details but nothing major. It just got me thinking about it that's all. So many questions in my head rising....why did it end up like this? Why hasn't he called me? Does he care? What's he doing? Why does he do the things he does...why can't he be stable? Part of me also wants to tell him off for not being there, and let him know that mom was always there...where were you...but...now that I think about telling him that...i know i'd hurt him. He has feelings too...he's all I had...but i'm not there....so...he's alone, that must be depressing...my curious mind wonders...i shed a tear or two. Thought writing it out would get it off my mind, but it just has me thinking more...best to express I say though.

That's all for now.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 02:36:02 GMT

the Ham

(33% dark, 50% spontaneous, 36% vulgar)

your humor style:
CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT

Your style's goofy, innocent and feel-good. Perfect for parties and for the dads who chaperone them. You can actually get away with corny jokes, and I bet your sense of humor is a guilty pleasure for your friends. People of your type are often the most approachable and popular people in their circle. Your simple & silly good-naturedness is immediately recognizable, and it sets you apart in this sarcastic world.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Will Ferrell - Will Smith

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You scored higher than 15% on darkness

You scored higher than 50% on spontaneity

You scored higher than 42% on vulgarity

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Where have I been...

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:56:06 GMT

Sleepless most likely. Here I am wastin gtime up till 4:30 when I know I got a class at 9:30...and gotta wake up at 9. Man why do I do this to myself? I don't know why, 6 sometimes but atleast I wake up at 2 on mondays and wednsdays. Still i'm sleep deprived. I found myself a relationship and it's official yay. Haven't talked to her in a few days but i've been quite busy with work and school work to top it off.

I miss you all really - I don't usually respond how I do and when I do I may be late or just ran through a list to say hey. Melissa's poetry was inspiring, maybe i'll write some myself. I love to express in twisted words, make you think and ponder...maybe too much, i've had people lost.

Guess i'm still here...i'm not even sure what to say. Why do I never have enough to express deeply and just pour out to paper heh?

My mom called earlier today, i'm not sure why she makes me so pissed. As soon as I was on the phone with her I was upset, and she just easily angered me and I wasn't sure why. She forced me to talk to her and wouldn't let me hangup even if I was being an ass on the phone and we were tense. Maybe I was mad because she was telling me I had to pay off some debts and buy some books with my own cash that I was going to go shopping with, and repair my i-pod/phone with. -sigh- Tommorow will be busy...work and all. Almost forgot about it, doubt i'll go out for tequilla thursdays.

I actually had some thoughts of joining a spanish frat that all my boys are supposedly heading into. Though I heard that in order to join a minority frat you have to go through silence. Which is about 6 weeks or so of straight silence. Supposedly you have to show that your focused etc. So this means like, no social activities, work, study, don't speak to people. Only familia, and your frat brothers. Tough choice to make...

Quiz updates!

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 23:06:49 GMT

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Been a while

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 07:53:35 GMT

It has been a while since my last entry and at the moment i'm delaying myself from doing some simple homework and getting a good nights rest. I go wake up at 2pm for classes tommorow anyways. I hate waking up early for classes...the only thing i'll ever wake up early for is sports...baseball or football. Screw all else heh.

Well so what's been going on in my life eh? Hit back and broke into the college life, first weekend was a blast and I partied it out, and so did I on the second weekend too. Clubs and all that, and spending alot of time with a special someone ^_~....well atleast on the weekends. On the weekdays I'm so lazy and I never go to visist anyone which is probably a bad habit of mine. I should especially start calling upa nd meeting up people, but i'm too tired and lazy for all that..I just want to go home..nap or chill.

Aside from that I have a textbook problem! Yes...out of my 6 classes I only have textbooks for one, my b ookstore account is on hold and i'm short on cash to pay it off...actually i'm at 0 right now...with exception of a collection of pennies.

Been listening to music, and more intuned with the people around me for the second time around. Glad everythings in order. Chipping of work here and there and I've yet to slip...but without textbooks how long will i last? I need to find a solution...fast.

I know that I was in this little 'tenshi high' thing already, but god damn they post so much stuff on it x.x; That I don't get to read what I really want to read, and that's all my LJ friend's posts, and what's going on with them and in their lives. So I think i'm gonna leave that community...if I find out how...hopefully I already did the trick. Anyways, up and Adam! Over and out -

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 21:47:42 GMT

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Your Brain's Pattern

Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Woa! >_> That's the first one that appealed to me....:D...and yet...pretty realistic so from what I think

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Spring time looked so good though xD. However due to my optimism people usually don't experience the bad of it....I see this alot in football, aslong as I stood positive so would the team and we'd keep going on to win. I give up...and it's seemingly over.

Hmm...

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 22:40:17 GMT

You're a Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Old Faces

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 00:14:01 GMT

So I went to visit my high school today, see some old faces, was all cool and good to see how people changed and even saw some of my friends in school too. Either way, there was a plan for iceskating...but NYC....that costs money, and I don't have a job so I was out the loop...I wasn't the only one lol. Cool to see everyone, and some teachers....thought I kinda ditched Jeff (Humanities Teacher) - Didn't get to speak to him that much lol - Real cool guy, should have shown him some writing papers lol...anyways I guess it was a fun day...still felt a little weird. So many people I forgot that greeted me, I wasn't even thinking of meeting them..good to see them though.

Long story short...time to go chill with a couple.

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 00:11:34 GMT

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

Sounds right too :P

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:47:21 GMT

You scored as Earth. You are Earth - quiet, kind, and practical.

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Earth

60%

Water

55%

Air

55%

Emotion

55%

Fire

25%

Which natural element is your power?
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Looks right to me

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:44:31 GMT

You scored as Kakashi. You are Kakashi! You know a lot more than you let on. Even though you appear to be quiet and innocent, you have a sinful thought.. every now and then.

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Kakashi

100%

Hinata

50%

Sakura

50%

Naruto

33%

Shikamaru

33%

Ino

33%

Sasuke

25%

Choji

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Hmmm

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:01:10 GMT

So i'm starting to get into LJ just slightly more...woke up overly late today around 4:30! Makes up for the 7 am sleep the other day, and then waking up only 4 hours later, to then go to sleep at 6am that same day x.x; So....10 hours of sleep? Something tells me i'll be tired tonight.

On the side note! I know what rich text is and will probably use it more often for my big posts and other things ^__^;

In addition I think I should get a new Kakashi icon...unless I should put something better up.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 16:37:43 GMT

~*Entrance Exam*~ ( My 3rd time taking it over -sigh- damn computer errors)
~*Basics*~
Name:Adam
Age:18
Name you Prefer:~~Sex Toy~~ Mmmn....yeah...Adam ^__^;
Gender:Male
Country/State:US/NYC
Describe yourself in 5 words:Non-chalant, Friendly, Chill, Logical, Sensei ( boy did these 5 words scramble from the 3 times, non-chalant was always there though)
What does your LJ User name mean: What does a Miroku do? What does Miroku do? What is Miroku? Thought I'd leave you with questions,the answer should be obvious ^__^;! [Take no offense]

~*Questions*~
1.) If you were an animal, what would you be and why? A bull! Strong, passionate, with the little nose ring looking all tough. I just like my zodiac sign ^__^;
2.) If you were a color, what would you be and why? Green, Vivid, deep and because its my eye cp;pr
3.) What do you want to be in life and why? Not sure now, I would like to be in athletics, playing football or baseball but it's hard to do that. So most likely where the money is ^__^;
4.) Whats one THING you can't live with out and why? Hmmm....hmmmm....i'm not sure really, not alot I really NEED, let alone a thing to survive....food? because without it I really can't live xD
5.) Whats one PERSON you can't live with out and why? Mommy! What would someone do without their mommmy, their unconditional love for you no matter what? Always supporting you and helping you through, she's always been there for me. Even if I want to be away from her most of the time, mom is still mom, can't picture myself without her.

~*Favorites*~
1. Books:Hmm....hmmmmm....hmmmmmm....animorphs!
2. Movies:Gladiator, Old School, Fun with Dick and Jane, Wedding Crashers, 40 year old virgin, Spider man (Got a whole bunch I can't remember) , up, Troy!
3. Bands/ Artist: Linkin Park, BEyonce, Eminem, alicia keys, jay-z...all around, I like all type of music...madonna (thanks to my mom)
4. Food:Breakfast, bacon, stake, ham, pirnil

~*Either Or*~
1.) Punk or Pop? Pop?
2.) Out to eat or Dine in? Wine and Dine baby
3.) Roller Coaster or Train Ride? Train Ride
4.) Light or Darkness? Let there be Light
5.) Pink or Red? Passionate Red

~*Opinions*~
Please give FULL sentences. Atleast 3.

1.) Abortion: Third time writing up my emotions on this! Bleh, ok i'll be very blunt now being this is the third time. You cannot completely say no, and say yes there must be a middle. Yes, we are killing potential life but when is it considered life? When does it feel pain and can actually be considered this term 'living' ? What if bringing the child into the world only meant suffering for it, and it ends up in a garbage bag or messes up the parent's life who is in school trying to achieve, then goes to an adoption agency and never has any parents! A cruel life to live, but I guess life is life no? Too many children in adoption houses. The sides are mixed, and peopel are strong on both, we must reach an agreement between both of them. Abortion but only after a limited amount of time in where the baby would lbe considered 'alive, living'
2.) Suicide/Depression: Retarded. There's no point in killing yourself, no matter what reason, I don't care, there is no reason to kill yourself. Life is too good to just throw away! Yes it may be bad now, but damn! You don't get another shot at life, make the best of it and move on. Just like depression, get over it! Yes it happened, it was a bad, shed a tear put a smile and move on. Life is too short, and too precious to waste over having a frown on your face...so turn it upside and make way with a smile.
3.) Disrespect: Disrespect is horrible, but only to those whom deserve it. You must dish out respect in order to achieve and receive. Respect people for their integrity and who they are, never start with none.
4.) This past Election (if your in USA. Otherwise you may skip this one): rigged as always, atleast this will be Bush's last term right? I never sought or am interested in voting for America, the government is always cheating us and my vote won't count anyways. Just like in Florida where they cheated, broke the law and had an extended time because Gore wasn't supposed to win.
5.) Love/True Love: Is their true love? Probably not, we all like to dream of it and that is how the media and TV, movies and all that got us to think, that there's this special one. Nope, but I garuantee you there are alot of people you are compatible with, and those are the people you want to be around and be with no? People that make you happy and you have fun with? Don't get so hung up that you lost 'the one' because there is 'another' ^__^; Just not the same eh.
6.) Premartial Sex: What are you waiting for? Don't be the 40 year old virgin lol, but hey I liked that movie, had some true stuff in there. But hey, if you wanna do it before marriage, do it. What's the big hype of marriage? Tell me? Stumbling, can't think? Hmph thought so, go get a condom! ^__^;

~*Random*~
1.) Whats your favorite anime? Naruto and Cowboy Bebop
2.) If there were one anime character you could relate with most, who would it be, why? Kakashi, he's laid back, and non-chalant. He has his own little team and sensei to them, advising them on specific things and I feel I have that little group of people too. I'm warm and friendly, never seem to falter in emotion...always in control and never break under stress.
3.) Whats your motto? Turn that frown upside down foo'
4.) What kind of person were/are you in high (or middle) school? Middle school - Bully, High School - Nice guy, lost the glasses, achiever and socializer. ^__^;
5.) Whats your favorite thing to eat? Breakfast
6.) If you could change your real name to something else what would it be and why? Adam Ocasio! Represent my hispanic family , the one and only family I was raised with heheh. I wouldn't want to represent my fathers last name anyways.

Lost the links to the pics, actually the first time I was done I tried to add pictures and it just deleted all I wrote -sigh- So i'm not gonna even try it, maybe in a seperate post alright? Later.

~*Spread the Word*~
With my friends of course.

Testing

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:49:57 GMT

~~Testing~~ 123

Resolution?

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:13:52 GMT

My mom did ask me what my resolutions were, I didn't have any or really want to have any, I said I didn't care - Well here they are now that I give it thought

1. Be nicer to my mother. She has been there since the beginning, yes she may be annoying to me but I love and for all she's done. Even if she is a child in my eyes, there's no denying the love she has for me and what she's done. Least I can do.

2. Work out. I've been lazy since summertime to fall, I need to get back in my cut toned body shape, not that i'm really out of it now but I know I can do better. Time to hit the protein shakes and gym, and be consistant of it.

3. Make a move on Shirley. What am I waiting for? Back in Syracuse or in the city it will be done, I have to stop playing games.

4. Get involved in the Syracuse football team. I gotta tryout now that I'm working out, I've missed my chance with highschool ball since there wasn't any, one year of experience which is hardly enough. I can try out and get a redshirt, I got the talent and discipline but perhaps not the confidence. Even with a redshirt (I don't play) I can learn and make some money they pay me weekly, to play football and practice not bad.

5. Stop playing around and get serious to work! I wasn't really serious when it came down to my essays and work, I must do them ahead of time, review and do it again. I got a 3.21 avg this semester. Basically a B+ avg, won't due and I can do so much better, I know it. Give it all I got this year, no more first draft essays.

6. I already have a job at 4 hours a week, but 32 bucks isn't much of a support, enough for me though however. I'll get a new better job, paying much better and towards my field of business/IT. Look into an internship that possibly may pay, or any job to fit experience.

7. Scholarships! I gotta get to it, I have a couple weeks here I gotta sit down one day and do it because loans can't be my life story, even though their small ones i'm gonna eventually have to pay them off. Tap into financial aid and all that for syracuse. Must do.

That seems like it - What recommended resolutions do you all have for me!?